haha.. GO WEST. omg! the song is damn funny lah kan but then it's soo much like by that loved one! hee.. funny lah you. went to check the video at youtube. omg. he got so excited lah kan. so cute lah!!! love him so much. then, then, randomly he asked me to listen 'sweet escape' and listen carefully to the lyric. he kept saying that the song is nice but for what i think it's not. the song is irritating but then i got to agree with him about the lyrics. [you know, i know =)] he also added that i should upload the song at my blog! it's like soooo NOeh! sheesh. hehe..
well, lately life for me is okay. better than yesterday. better than last week. uhuh, yeap, better. for school, i finished 3 projects! uhuh.. 3!!! alhamdullilah. another 2 more to go, which is LSM and PYM! can't wait to finish all those things. i need to get a life. in fact, i can't wait for the 2 months holiday! =) I CAN'T WAIT LAH!!! WOOHOO! hehe.. that's for school. uhuh, for surrounding people, hmm.. , missing the close ones always! can't wait for all the activities to end. && also, can't wait for the holidays so that can spend with the closed ones! woohoo~~
klah, so in conclusion, i can't wait for the holidays k!!!
haha.. yesterday (17/7), meet my closed ones. chilling at cheers. then approached by the people to do some quiz to win this MP3 thingee. i told myself if i were to win, i'll give it to him! hehe.. but he didn't believe me of course. (i'll prove it you, if only, i win lah!!! *bluek*) [nora-pinkphreak randomnly say that i look like a doll. side look only lah! gee tanx darl. =) i know, i know. hehe.. ] k back2.. then that him invented his own transformer! wahaha.. super cute!!!
jengjengjeng. here it is:
cute kan?? my darling's hand-made transformer.
the day before (16/7), me and one of the closed ones(nurra) went for drinking. we really drunk seh. omg~ i can't believe it that we really stuffed ourself with these junk foods andthat drink!! here they are;
i soooo need to go a healthy diet, peeps.
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
i'm the bad one.
Friday, July 13, 2007 11:22 AM
at blk 34 right now. doing nothing, bored to hell. thought of doing my projects but i can't seem to start at all. i don't know why. there's something wrong with me, i guess. i'm really not in a good mood today. need hugx from my close ones. i bought tonnes of sushi but then didn't eat them. i don't know what's wrong with me. but then, i don't feel bad of wasting them. in fact, i feel good. weird right?? but that's me. *slap slap slap at face* i miss him very much. miss those times that we used to spend together. i'm trying very hard to hang on there. k now, let's get really started. people are starting to think that i'm the bad one here. the worst among all. haizz. am i really that bad? i'm so sure there's someone out there who is worst off than me right? well, maybe people are just biased towards others. and this kind of thing, i shall not deny! it happens everywhere. be it at home, at school, everywhere. people are biased towards one. it occured to me alot of times, till that i'm so used to it but then it SUX people. seriously. it's like you are one piece of shit and people are disgusted with you and that's why they treat you like that. but then i don't mind cause i strongly believe in karma. WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND! (bear that in mind, people!)
i've got swollen eye today. thanks to my tears. and what's worst, i've got 'tembel' and this time round, i want to thank to Borat for his uncensored parts! THANKS BORAT FOR THE TEMBEL! mum said that she'll be cooking spaghetti today! yeah, it's like at last. i've been waiting for my mum's special spaghetti for ages. seriously, my mum's spaghetti is super duper nice!! gee~ can't wait to go home. maybe, i'll just go home in 2 hours time?? (time checked : 11.36am) cos no more lesson! end of school. shall meet nurra later. missing her and i'm missing shasha too. but well, she's at home now eh! shasha, dah tak sayang aku lagik ker?? *shouting* [k2, it seems that shasha still love me cause she offered to go back to school to meet me. she can sense that i'm troubled. hehe.. aww~ sayang this minah of mine. but i really don't want to trouble her. but if she insist, why not??] i think i should take this oppotunity to be close back with my family. it's been such a long time we spend time together. but at the same time, i'm missing him. miss those times with him. [bi, i'm really hoping that things will fast end so that we can spend time more often. and bi, i miss LONG JOHN COMBO 1]
klah, that's all for today people!
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
i'm still trying very hard to be understanding, so please bear with me.
sighing..
Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:25 PM
hmm.. life? what can i say? super boring and super sad. no one to talk to.[time checked: 08.27pm]. in fact, not in the mood to talk. so please leave me alone! k, one confession, I HATE HOME!!! farked up with tonnes of projects. due by this week. urgh~ school is fun when it comes to meet friends but sucks when i'm flood with projects! i need a life. oh god! please give me a break from everything in this world. too much burden on my shoulder! no one understand how i feel right now basically because i'm the bad one.
such a boring day today. watched borat with him today. funny sia! haha.. R21 lah kan. omg! i'm not even 18.
* to this one SM out there,
i just wanna tell you that please mind your own business.
get a life, babe!
it doesn't kill to be late,
and not going for that god-damn training
doesn't kill one person!
damn you, babe!
you're pissing me off!!!*
perosak perhubungan peribadi.
i miss spending time with my close ones. shasha, nurra and also that him. hope to be able to spend time with you people soon. it's killing me to be home so early. please save me from this hell. i need hugs and shoulder to cry on. please cheer me up.
that's all for today. don't know what more to say. have to continue with my projects.
*sighing*
*happy one year to me&you*
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
i'm missing you.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO me&you
Monday, July 9, 2007 1:59 PM
" i will never ever forget that day,
the day that we met and our love story begins,
080706 5.43 2become1.. "
Yesterday (080707) was my 1st anniversary with him. hehe.. total sweetness! it was quite fast that now we are actually one year together. alhamdullilah that we are abled to celebrate our first anni together. insya Allah, we last till eternity. *amin*
we went out the whole day yesterday. i got for him three surprises! woohoo~!!
a gift [only he knows and i know what is inside] with a horrible-hand-made-box..
a letter [again, only he knows and i know what he is written]
last but not least, a small cd with our past 1 year wonderful memories.
here are the photo of the surprises:
*from me, to you*
uhuh. that's what i got for him. all hand made and done by yours truly. i really hope that he likes them.
you all might be thinking what he got for me in return right? well, let me keep it to myself as it is really special to me. hee.. would not want to share it with others. =) but whatever it is dear, i really appreciate what you bought for me. it's really sweet! nice! and something that i've wanted. much appreciated.
that's all.
happy that we last till here for now and hope more to come.
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
*happy anniversary baby! i love you sooo much*
Last Night
Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:40 AM
" i'm sorry for everything,
for all the fights that we had,
hope things will be better soon "
*give me back my sunshine*
PROJECTS && MORE PROJECTS
i simply hate projects. come to think back of it who loves doing projects right? *sighing* imagine i've got five projects. omg! LSM (Landscape Management), PYM (Property Management), APM (Agency Practices and Real Estate Marketing), TEC (Theory of Economics), ABT (Advanced Building Technology). IMAGINE! all by this month. sekolah, sekolah.
let's don't talk about school ok. basically, because i hate school!
alright. well, a friend of mine was sharing with me about her life, basically her love life.
uhuh, love life. her relationship with her bf is coming to a year this month. total coolness right? but then at the same time, she told me that recently she always had a tiff with him. it's been like a month that they fight, and they fight over minor things. she always think and asked me who's fault is it anyway. (erm.. i, myself not sure) she is sick and tired of all those fights and not talking to each other. haizz.. i really hope that happiness will be back for you two. this month is your month and hopefully, things will be okay by then. continue to be strong and hold on there. i'll be supporting you. i really understand how you feel.
that's all for today.
i'm missing my honey very much now.
i love you.
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
counting down to that day me&you 080706
Goodbye National Stadium
Wednesday, July 4, 2007 10:20 AM
*sobs* sooo sad, the National Stadium is gonna be demolished soon. end of this year. the place where i've grown up in. my dad works there you see, so yeah, i kinda grow up there too. always go there every year without fail be it national day or whatsoever. used to go to the karaoke lounge with family and cousins to karaoke. aiyo.. so many memories there lah kan and there, it's going to be demolished. trying to think back, it's actually good to yeah, reconstruct the place but then at the same time, it's not really that good as it has a higher chances that my dad will be retrenched! oops~. well, went to National Stadium with family members on 010707 after shopping at Bugis and Beach Road. haha.. didn't really shop actually. sadly, fauzi (my younger bro) wasn't there to enjoy the day. " too bad lor, who asked you to go for the trip with ur silly friends " haha..
well.. took some photos there at the stadium..
me and fauzan. yeah, we really raced each other and of course, i won! =)
yeah, this was exactly where our dear President stood to mark the official closing of National stadium. (if i was not mistaken) =)
mum always said, "kak, muke maintain.." hehe..
yeah, the lovely ladies in my family
me and fauzan again.
mum, me, fauzan, izah and farah.
the cutie and at the same time as irritating as ever, izah and farah. =)
uhuh, before that, we went to the National Library to borrow my dad's book. hehe.. sempat camwhoring with fauzan.. here it is..
Last but not the least, the picture of the day is..
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