at blk 34 right now. doing nothing, bored to hell. thought of doing my projects but i can't seem to start at all. i don't know why. there's something wrong with me, i guess. i'm really not in a good mood today. need hugx from my close ones. i bought tonnes of sushi but then didn't eat them. i don't know what's wrong with me. but then, i don't feel bad of wasting them. in fact, i feel good. weird right?? but that's me. *slap slap slap at face* i miss him very much. miss those times that we used to spend together. i'm trying very hard to hang on there. k now, let's get really started. people are starting to think that i'm the bad one here. the worst among all. haizz. am i really that bad? i'm so sure there's someone out there who is worst off than me right? well, maybe people are just biased towards others. and this kind of thing, i shall not deny! it happens everywhere. be it at home, at school, everywhere. people are biased towards one. it occured to me alot of times, till that i'm so used to it but then it SUX people. seriously. it's like you are one piece of shit and people are disgusted with you and that's why they treat you like that. but then i don't mind cause i strongly believe in karma. WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND! (bear that in mind, people!)
i've got swollen eye today. thanks to my tears. and what's worst, i've got 'tembel' and this time round, i want to thank to Borat for his uncensored parts! THANKS BORAT FOR THE TEMBEL! mum said that she'll be cooking spaghetti today! yeah, it's like at last. i've been waiting for my mum's special spaghetti for ages. seriously, my mum's spaghetti is super duper nice!! gee~ can't wait to go home. maybe, i'll just go home in 2 hours time?? (time checked : 11.36am) cos no more lesson! end of school. shall meet nurra later. missing her and i'm missing shasha too. but well, she's at home now eh! shasha, dah tak sayang aku lagik ker?? *shouting* [k2, it seems that shasha still love me cause she offered to go back to school to meet me. she can sense that i'm troubled. hehe.. aww~ sayang this minah of mine. but i really don't want to trouble her. but if she insist, why not??] i think i should take this oppotunity to be close back with my family. it's been such a long time we spend time together. but at the same time, i'm missing him. miss those times with him. [bi, i'm really hoping that things will fast end so that we can spend time more often. and bi, i miss LONG JOHN COMBO 1]
klah, that's all for today people!
♥ holding on tight, never let go ♥
i'm still trying very hard to be understanding, so please bear with me.
