haha.. i was like so obsessed with this song. hehe.. super duper nicenicenice!!!
mood: boring, quite happy. =)
@ clubhouse. (where else??)
friendship problem? that's the hot topic that i heard today. hmmm.. it's common lah actually. honestly, i do have friendship problems, and i can never run away from all that. since i was in primary school to secondary school to now in my poly life. and it usually associates with classmates. i've never click with them. haha.. why?? i'm not sure myself. hmmmm..
but come to think back of it, i don't want all these to bother my life. i mean so what? seriously, there are so many other people there who will love to be your friends. i'm soooo grateful to have wonderful friends around me, especially bestie and scandarla! above all that, to that hero, he's my very bestfriend! lovelove him~
actually there's even more to all that. but i shan't say more. hee.. so yeah, friendship problem is just a must in life. i know that there are some people who don't like me and who talks about me behind their back. i'll just let them be eventhough i much hated it!!! hee.. i'll just appreciate people who appreciate me in their life. =)
"a friend in need is a friend indeed"
it's true ok.
to all my friends, i want you all to know that i appreciate having you all!! thanks for being such a super duper friend!!!
to that baby sister, be strong ok!
maybe you do deserve someone better.
just hang on there and be strong. =)
ily.
holding on tight, never let go.
i soooo love hero.
thanks for being someone who's there always there for me.
my bestfriend aka hero!
u're simply the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 2:45 PM
ouch!!! i've got a very bad backache.
suffering seh. cikgu changed the dance sequence and add some new steps. very tiring seh. then before training we had some warm up which we had to jump for the 6 8s. boleh tinggi aku!!! kepenatan menggilernye after that. i don't know what's up with yesterday's training. the tiredness can be felt. one kind seh the tired. but still, i love contemp dance! =) i'm still lost in zapin hiphop. been trying to practice the dance in my mind, and kept watching the azpirasi video at youtube. this is the only way i can memorise the steps. i'm getting there now. ard 60%?? is that ok? i'm still trying ok, very hard. please bear with me people.
other than that, i'm officially not going for the family's malacca holiday. =( sooooooooooo sad.
i've got so many things to be done but i didn't manage things correctly. i hate school!! with the silly course i'm in now. aarrggh~
that's so random seh! ok back. i just realised that khatu is just a month away!!! omg! i sooo need to buck up man for the dance. practice, practice, practice!!! being so busy with dance, and it's been quite some time i didn't go for dk training. rindu seh. i miss dk trainings!
I MISS ADIRATNA!!!!!
&, maybe obekku yg OH-BERG is coming for dance training. she ade minat nak joget kot? yessa!!! random agan! =)
ok don't know what more to say. that's all i think.
"mari menari.. jom!"
hero takes my breath away.
i'm sorry for all those fights, still i love you so.
holding on tight, never let go.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 2:05 PM
it's been quite some time since i last update. upon many demands, i'll update it now since i've got nothing to do now at clubhouse. my next class is at 3pm. it's the silly environment health and law. boringlah seh. 2hours of lecture then 1 hour of tutorial. tutorial is at 5pm. haizz.. i swear i really hate this semester time table. urgh. suffering in silence!!! due to that, i've really have no more interest in school seh. haizz. only God knows how i feel. [please God, make me strong!!!] i've really got no mood for school. hmmm.. PROBLEM lah seh!!!
see.. now i don't know what more to say. i guess last semester modules are far more interesting. [now, i'm asking elias to send the song "jika kau tiada". dah lamer tak dgr lagu nie.. wahaha.. ] ok, for last semester, i took marketing, econs, property management. gerek2 kan. but then this sem!! urgh, urban planning, property valuation, real estate research and many more. boring menggilernye. den the timetable mcm toot gak. not only that, ABT is a 2 times lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BINGIT!!
i'm seriously dead bored now.
mum&dad planned to go Malacca wid aunt's family this 8,9,10th of dec. which is sat, sun and mon. dgr2 monday tak skola eh. haizz.. donno how lah eh. feel like going pon ade, don wanna go also ade. haizz.. how? how? that's all lah i guess. seriously donno what more to say.
i wonder who's the next head for tarian. understudies?? do avoid me.
p.s: i sooo love hero. & the show heroes too. haha..
Tuesday, November 6, 2007 1:50 PM
in the clubhouse now. boring to the max. not schooling today but went to school to meet hero. then what's more got tarian training later at yewtee. so yar.. i can't wait to get groovy and dance with the crazy xpdtari peeps! hee..
MCC jalan raya was like super duper fun!!! it's like almost 60 people lah seh. woohoo~ me&you took the bus. we wore black! [black is beauty, you know!] i love black. hero kept looking at people with motorbikes! oh poor hero! i wish that you will get your motobike pretty soon ok. insya Allah. who knows next year, our turn!!! haha.. ok. kak long and boyfie, yanty, amir, anuarrandi and me&you are the ones in black! woohoo.. dah mcm satu keluarga lah seh. mum and dad are kak long and boyfie, then yanty kakak sulong ehem ehem ehem with anuarrandi.. [oops.. sorry yanty. it's just story aje ok. konon2 aje. kalau terjadi, why not kan? =)].. then me the 2nd child ehemehemehem with hero. well~~ haha.. last but not least, amir. the youngest one! see.. the family tree of the black attire people. weehee.. kite tengok mcm ner lah eh next year.. haha.. obek as usual start up my day. she's soo funny lah kan. nak masok meminang lah eh?? pheeweet~ dengan mat hindustan pat bedok plak tu. bek tanak kalah seh. haha.. cute lah bek!! me and ama was laughing like orang gile. bile ingat je pasal tu, leh ketawe lah seh. obek obek OBERG!!! hee.. =)) a friend of mine sadly don't know how to differentiate the colour dark blue and brown! haha.. kekek lah seh. KYN KYN!! nak aku ajar tak? i smell something fishy here.
went swensen-ing with bestie yesterday at causeway point. we planned to just eat ice cream at McDonald. then like all of the sudden we tercampak ke swensen! woohoo.. and someone owes me something!! haha.. loving bestie. she always turn me on. wahaha..
counting down to me&you 16th! but sadly, it falls on Deepavali eh. can celebrate deepavali as well lah kan. but it's a public holiday so i can't go out wid hero. nvm, insya Allah, i'll make it up. that's all for today, i guess.
kepada sesiape yang tersinggung membace blog ini, saye mintak maaf ye. haha..
HAPPY DEEPAVALI PEOPLE!!!
to that hero, happy advanced 16th love.
i love you sooo much.
holding on tight, never let go.
i believe!
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melancholy mood
Thursday, November 1, 2007 1:28 AM
well, the melancholy mood is here once again. been feeling very very very sad and down for the past few days. honestly, i'm not sure why. many things had happened lately. things aren't that good between me&you. school sucks as always. dance training is getting tougher each day. i can't concentrate that much lately. my mind isn't that stable lately. i'm scared to laugh as eventually, i will end up crying. haizz.. but as they always say laughter is the best medicine. zapin hiphop was kinda fun actually but then very very very tiring of course. i sooo need to build up my stamina. i'm so weak.. not only that, i'm like soooo freaking fat!!! i need to get rid of theses fats on my body. i miss dk trainings. i'm so sorry guys as i'm unabled to help u this saturday. thousand apologies!
me&you are not really that good lately. i really hope things will be okay soon. i'm missing you eventhough if you don't miss me. so near, yet so far. it sucks big time ok. i hate it. other then that, at last abled to meet bestie. spend time together with her. i miss her soooo. and not forgetting scandarla. i love you gerls. obek plak, haha.. i sooo love the kiss on the forehead. at least, ade orang nak kiss lah kan. i love obek! (manje lah kan!)
someone says that i must be more like a girl in order to be treated like a girl. i guess that's the reason why he/she didn't respect me like any other girls. i'm like soooo sad and shocked to hear that. macam aper seh.. i mean girls are girls. they deserve the respect ok despite how they are. haizz.. i just wish that i could be more feminine. but that's how i am people. i realised that some people just can't accept me for who i am. if i can accept you for who you are, why can't you?? i really don't know why people detest me soo much. *hurt*
