mood: very sad and disappointed with own self.

@ home.

due to my carelessness and stupidity, all these are happening.

"everything happens for a reason" - quoted by BESTIE. yea~ i know, but i'm the reason for all these to happen. i'm such an _________. urgh~

to hero, all these happen not because of you. actually, there's nothing much into you. it's all mine. but all i need is just a shoulder to cry on and some words of comfort. i'm really not in a stable mood now. so many things happened, and i really, really need to be my side and supporting me. i just wanna be strong. like you.. so please stand by me and make me strong.

oh ALLAH, please make me strong to go through the mess that i've made. i really need ur guidance. please...