haizz.. yes, the one that was in the Berita Harian (12. January. 2008). i didn't expect to know your death through the papers. i'm so sorry and i just knew that people have been trying to contact me through my old no. to inform me about your death. haizz~ it's just so sudden.
because of this, i disapproved of hero working as a rider.
he's not happy, i know.
&, he's not talking to me..
to hero,
i just hope that u realised that now it's not the time.
continue to ignore me ok.
[someone i love or something i love??]
just go for something ok.
ok that's all.
feeling down right now.
i'm just scared to lose you, hero.
that's all.
Thursday, January 3, 2008 9:56 AM
ok. due to hot demand of asking to me update, here it goes ok bebs.
i'll start with PIALA KHATULISTIWA.
ok basically about dance. well, the contemp dance was super duper fun! i really, really, really enjoy myself. wow! i feel soooooooo good after the dance. so semangat all and i feel like wanna dance again lah seh. haha.. shiok sendiri atas stage. ok giler! ok then, i really look forward to see the video how we [to be more specific, ME] look when we dance. betape hampe nye saye, when i found out that the stage was dark as in due to poor lighting. haizzz~ thanks eh people. seriously, you might not want me to comment more about the lighting. easy say, it's like the stage is empty with just song played. imagine lah eh. =p
contemp peeps.
ok then, i have to wait for like 6 hours gitu for my next performance. haha.. sempat eh hambe tido. by the time nak perform zapin hiphop, dah setengah maut. dah takde mood. i really don't know why but the mood just fades away so eventually, i don't feel good after the dance. haizz.. BUT THEN, maybe i'll performing zapin hiphop again, this coming sat @ plaza singapura. haha.. 1st time lah seh! ok.. check it out bebs!
zapin hiphop peeps.
ouh yar, before i continue, let me wish whoever reads my blog,
A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR.
yea~ new year. must have resolution right? ok, here are some of my resolutions:
(1) like any other girls, i wanna be thin. so must eat less junk foods, in fact no junk foods. i want my weight to below 40kg!!!
(2) i sooooooooooooooooooooo have to buck up on my studies. that's all i can say. [another year and i'm done! so please hang on there, dhilah]
(3) to grow up emotionally and mentally despite that i know that i can't grow physically anymore. =)
(4) to take my car license and only GOD knows why i wanna take it. car 1st than vroomvroom!
(5) create less problems to self. to be more exact, stop being stupid. =p
& the list goes on..... and on.... and on......
ok lah bebs, i really don't know what more to say. take care..
to bestie: let's meet up soon. to darla: i miss u.. to hero: i love you very much. to the rest: pegi blah.. haha.. joking2. =) *peace*
