I'm sad.. Very, very, very sad. Why? Hari Raya is like the day after tomorrow, and my swollen left eye is not getting any better. In fact, it's getting worst. Worst than yesterday. This morning, the moment I woke up, I went to see myself in the mirror and I cried. I look horrible. Imagine my left eye is small plus my eyelid is damn thick. Horrendous right? I cried like as if I'm a small kid who has lost her favourite toy. I thought of seeing the doctor but then to recover in just two days is so impossible. Haizzz.. I'm sooo not in the mood for raya.
Today is the exhero's 20th birthday. I know that's impossible for him to read my blog, but whatever it is, I wanna wish him Happy 2oth Birthday and hope he's happy always (w/o me).
Well people, I'm taking this opportunity to wish you all a
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Salah dan silap Dyla harap dimaafkan ye!
Dyla promise, takkan buat lagi okay. =D
unveiling the hidden of my love life now.
oh Hazman, I love you. (:
Oh, Raya..
Saturday, September 27, 2008 10:20 PM
Hari Raya is around the corner. It's like another 3 more days. That means I will bid goodbye to Ramadhan soon. Pfft. I fast for only two weeks for this Ramadhan. I can't fast for the 1st and last week, thanks to Period.Stayed at home today, to help Mummy but ended doing nothing. Just touching up with the overall look of own room. Very nice, I loike! Oh yar, I'm soooo gonna paint my room black and white! Next year kot? Darla, Darlene, let's paint my room once again! I cooked the break fast today. Mee goreng! Hee.. It's been such a long time since I last cooked. Oh, i miss cooking. (:
A raya song, to motivate self and others for raya, since I don't feel excited for Raya cos my baju raya belum siap-siap lagi eh.
Not only that, I have swollen left eye. Oh God, dah satu, satu eh. I used to have it on the right eye and now it's on the left. Pfft. I'm soooo not gonna be pretty on Hari Raya. Oh my big, round eyes, please recover before raya cos I wanna look good. (:
That's all people. Peace be upon you.
Oh Boy, I can't help but to fall for you deeper.
&, I'm looking forward to every tomorrows.
Cause that's when you love me more than today.
Officially DyPicaresque (:
Thursday, September 25, 2008 9:28 AM
in the mrt, otw home.
you hold me in your arms, and you sang me this song.
it made me feel relaxed, despite we're standing in the train.
oh Boy, I love you soooo. (:
Promised, and signed.
And now you're mine!
wooohooo~
he said that he'll love me more tomorrow.
oh tomorrow, where are you??
bad, i am not.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 12:17 PM
"Everything happens for a reason" - Picaresque & so, he believes in fate than miracle.
Never ever has it ever crossed my mind to spoil someone's relationship.
Sumpah, Demi Allah, I don't even have the intention to be a third party or worst still, perampas!
So are all these MIRACLE or FATE??
seriously, i'm feeling down someway somehow by the way you wrote that. &&, i feel bad.
peace be upon you.
Misses
Monday, September 22, 2008 10:05 AM
Am friendstering now. Found this coolshit thing at one of the bulletins, and thought of sharing it with people here. (:
GIRL FACTS ---
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up…she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile.
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand.
When she wants a hug she will just stand there.
When u break a girl heart she'll still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind..
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply..
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games.
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that....
if i'm the silly minah in this photo, i'll beat myself up.
cos i still feel bad for what happened yesterday night.
yea, random right? i know. pfft.
MCC Iftar 2008 was okay. Everything went smoothly, but someway somehow I can see some disappointment on some faces. The problem was just that the respond was not good this time round, and I don't blame anyone in this matter including the publication. No one was at wrong. I can see that they've done their best, the rest was all up to the public to come and join in the fun. Nightwalk suggested by Boyfriend, was okay. Kept sensing something when the fact is now is Ramadhan and according to people, the Setans were locked! Is it just me or am I really seeing things? pfft!
People seems to side that ex-hero about the break up issue. I thought it's over, no more talking or gossiping about it. But well, i was wrong. Kena lectured by Hakim and Kyle yesterday about it. People see, people judge, people talk. Seriously, I don't give a damn shit about it anymore. It's my life and so I decide it for myself. Btw, there's no more DhilaHafiz ok!!! NO MORE! &, don't pandai2 to patch things up between me and him. Harap maklum, TERIMA KASIH. (=
(nope, tak marah, cuma tegur sahaje.)
Random: oh yar, have i mentioned that Boyfriend was sizzling hot yesterday? Serious!! Eventhough he wore the kemeja with grey pants and slippers plus sweating like a pig. Hahaha.. =D
Another Random: It's hard to be hotstuff. Now, I know how Nurra feels. Wahahaha.. =D
i miss having those long night chats on the phone with someone special. (:
&, he made it happened. i love you larrr, Boyfriend.
Lollies for you, Picaresque
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 11:44 AM
"Your LIFE or Your CIGGARETTES"
The moment I heard that from you, I know that i might lose you to that bad habit. When you turn to me and asked me to help you stop that habit, I knew that I've got to do something. Honestly, I'm clueless about all these on how to kick that habit. But I guess it will come by naturally if you are determined to do so. Once, I saw you puffed and it saddened me. &, it was at the point of time I realised that you need me. To support you, to encourage you, to believe in you, to "nag" at you, and to prove that there's someone who treasures you. (:
I'll do my part but you have to do yours too. Together we'll overcome this hurdle. *winx*
Now choose: Ciggies or Lollies
but at the same time, don't eat too much lollies. sakit later gigi, don't find me. =p
As I sit here and try to think of some kind of quote that describes my feelings for you,
all I can think of is, "Oh God, I love him."
Crestfallen
Monday, September 15, 2008 9:50 AM
forever a failure, i guess. i need to change, not for anyone, but myself. *sobsobsob* i'm hopeless with this hopeless course. pfft.
now, i just feel like crying and just cry like nobody's business. i'm holding back my tears now. i can't possibly just cry in the office. i soo have to take a half day leave. my mind is not here, my heart is shattered, i look shaggered and lastly i'm disappointed. i may be weak and soft-hearted but please people, don't take advantage of it. i wanna be strong like how i used to be. i don't know since God knows when, i've changed and i realised it too okay. i used to be those tomboyish type who's hot-tempered and super duper sensitive. i don't wear skirts, i don't wear tube dresses, i don't put on a blusher and mascara as eyeliner will be good. i don't feel embarrased burping very loudly in front of people as i believe that "it's always better out than in". plus, i was seldom there for my girlfriends, as to me, i prefer to be friends with guys. girlfriends, they always talk about guys and i find that boring someway somehow. but yes, lately i've changed. changed to a be a girl, i shall say. i wanna keep long hair now. i have this dream of wearing a black tube dress with my long hair covering my shoulder. how girlish is that right? come to think back of it, will dyla in the past want to wear this kinda shit? pffft.
losing such a good friend. very disappointing... very..
joy =)
Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:57 AM
life has been great so far with the wonderful people. though the thought of going to office early in the morning sucks big time, and also to go home and to hear mum's popetpopet kills me like toot. pfft.
adiratna's performance is drawing near, which is in 2 days time. i kinda look forward to it. insya Allah everything will go well and i won't screwd the anak like how i did in the past competition. we'll be wearing the "selendang". yar, thanks to kyn as according to her, adiratna is known for wearing that thing and only the deqratnas are the ones not wearing it. to me, no difference okay. adiratna or deqratna, both same people. so will it make any different if we wear selendang or not? pfft. so yar people, look forward to see me wearing the selendang, this saturday. =)
other than that, i'm happy that everything is okay now though the fact is someway somehow it isn't. i'm being strong now to just be ignorant of everything. thanks to that shasha! =D
i'm sooooo looking forward to this evening's buka ramai-ramai with the a-bi-good girls, my "Michael" and RAZI! pizza hut! woohoo.. best kape?
do blog entries suppose to be that way? it makes you feel like you're not yourself. that you're bad as bad as ever, but when the fact is you're not. but still, i feel bad.
Michael, I love you. =)
the season
Sunday, September 7, 2008 10:40 PM
the feeling that i have right now is indescribable. i sense something is not right. someway somehow, i'm feeling uneasy. ask me why, my answer will be "I don't know". honestly, something is not right.
i'm tired and i don't know why i'm tired. i hate office work, updating database sucks big time. the thought of going to work tomorrow, makes me wanna cry. it's so boring. with boring attachies and the confined space. with more and more work given when my work is yet to be cleared and done with. pfft. miserable seh.
many people are falling sick. having sore throat, fever, flu, and heartbreaks. it's the season, i guess. so people, do take good care of yourselves during this fasting month. and to those who are sick, get well soon okay.
that's all for now, i guess. my mood is sungguh tak betol right now.
to Picaresque, Get Well Soon cause imyvm.
shasha's birthday
Friday, September 5, 2008 12:06 AM
on 3rd Sept, it was this lady's birthday.
celebrated it at vivocity with darla, Maman, Lemang and of course, myself.
it was fun, eating KFC during raining day.
it's been quite some time the girls hang out.
to this lady, happy 20th birthday once again.
you're all grown up okay so please be matured and stop being childish.
pfft.
i love you, shashacute.
the a-bi-good girls, as usual, can't resist the camera.
so yar, here are the shots taken.
these time round not much photos taken.
but still, the love among us were never less.
i know i can always count on them.
i love ya, nurraihan and siti nur aishah.
last but not least, to this guy.
thanks for being there too.
thanks for making me laugh and put a smile on my face once again.
yar, honestly, i love you too okay. =)
that's all people.
life has been great so far.
soon, the bad times will come, i guess.
do be strong, dyla.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 4:48 PM
shoot me in the brain, people!
i just screwed my company's database.
&, i don't even dare to tell my boss about it.
i'm soooo dead and lost.
matilah aku...
Btw, Happy 20th Birthday, SHASHACUTE!
walaplu! =D
maman,
you never fail to put a smile on my face. =)
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 9:06 AM
Let's be strong, honey.
To go through all these obstacles.
I need you to be strong
cause you are my strength.
I might break down any moment.
But seeing the love that i get,
I try to hold on there,
& told myself, Go for it.
"All i know for sure is i'm trying..
I will always stand my ground."
slowly that feeling grows...............from eyecandy to..............love.
(Shiaaat~ why must all these happen when i'm PMSed, cause that's when my emotions are unstabled. pffft~)
