I'm sick, had fever for no reason. What's worst with the monthly cramps. Damn, I'm feeling weak right now. And that sucks.
I'm begining to hate someone. Okay, I know hating is unhealthy. But I really can't stop myself from hating that someone. I kept asking myself why I should hate that someone when the fact is that someone is not doing anything to me. Yes, we might have that tense between each other but other than that, nothing.. No fight, no hate post, no staring etc. Well, maybe just talking behind each other's back. But the thing is, I hate you. Why? In a way, you're destroying my life. URGH!
Now I think I know why I'm sick cos I just hate someone. Pfft!
On a lighter note, I badly need Love right now. His embrace just ease me down. oh Love, good luck on your 1st day of work. (: Muacks.
Guess what? I've got straight hair now. Hee.. Yeap2, I've rebonded my hair but I don't really like the outcome though. But what matters the most that that someone still find me pretty to him. *winx* Now that I've got this straight hair, I've got the urge to just highlight red. It's so tempting.. What's more with my hair which is black and having a red highlight will just complete it. Cool right? But I really can't stand when Mummy starts to nag and nag. Pfft. So I guess it'll just continue to be a dream. But who knows, I'll just rebel again. Teehee.. =D
My weekend was damn awesome!!! Spent the time with the closed ones too. (: went shopping, grooving, and sightseeing. Not only that, I had a good quality time with Love. Oh, how I wish I can just rewind the time and just pause it. I really love the closed ones sooooooooo much seh!!! They simply rock my polka dot boxer. HEE!!!
Closed ones; never fail to be there. (: Saaaayang korang...
And this nerd boy; the love of my life. (: Saaaayang you.
to some people out there, you can hate me for all you want. but the saddest thing is it is still me that you get. so face it okay. (:
Okay, been talking around, blog hopping and hearing stories. This May seems to be a heart breaking month for some people. I feel sad for them and you know people, be strong okay. It's not the end of everything. Life still has to move on and one thing for sure you deserve someone better who cherish you and will never hurt you. Yea, I know it's easy for me to say but.....
To one of the closed ones, please be strong, honey. Seeing you so weak and just giving up with life really saddens me to the core. You know, you have the rest of us who loves you for whoever you are and who treasure more than he did. Who will never leave you, and will always be there for you for whatever that may happen to you. Serious, hunn, you can really count me on that. So please be strong. It's not the end, maybe it's just a beginning to your real life.
We are always here for you. (: Oh, and we can't wait to see you later and just give you a big hug and just wipe your tears when it kept flowing and will assure you that things will be alright real soon. Remember okay, we love you, girlfriend.
Love, I hope whatever is happening right now, will not happen to us.
And you know, I really treasure you right?
Saaayang Fendi (:
I love you, and I love you for who you are and what you are to me.. Trust me.
DAMMIT, I GOT BLACK HAIR! PFFT.
Supposed to be dark brown..
Time to change (:
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 12:38 PM
Upon request by this person whose birthday was on the 11th May, here it goes...
Happy 21st birthday to this barney of mine. As usual, i wish you success in life and happy always.
Hope you last long with your 3++years girlfriend. (:
Good luck, Mr Police.
On a completely random note, I'm thinking of getting rid of my curls temporary. Let's have straight hair.. (: It's time for a new hairstyle. Some of you might wanna kill me for doing this. Yea i know, some people are dying to have curly hairs so why should I get rid of it right? Hehe.. Saje je. New style ah. Takkan nak samer je all the way seh. Don't worry people, the thing is my curls can always grow back and it will be with me till I tua okay! (:
And guess what? I've got bangs now. Teehee!!!!
Oh look, it's the 13th! (: Happy 4th to me&Love. Yea, I hope we last too.. Looking forward to meet you later. And yeay, congrats to Love on getting a job at last. ILYT.
I seriously love this version. Coooooool ah Within Temptation!!! XD
I spent most of the time shouting and closing my eyes with three hands. Yes, three hands; both mine and Love's. Hee.. Watching horror movies with the closed ones are forever awesome. I can't wait for next horror movies!!!
After that, went lepak and makan at Makan Shiok. Betol2 dah macam pakcik and makcik2. =D Camwhored there.. Cool or what?
Meeting the closed ones never fail to make me laugh. I need them the most when things are never okay. God, I love them.. Never trade them for the world. (:
& this guy, I love him more than the word means. <3
Next outing: Ming's Arcade!!! KARAOKE.. Biler? Biler? Biler? Like Love always said: Malam Sikit. =D
