I know, I need to be strong. I know, I need to believe in it. I know, that it'll keep haunting me back. And it'll just make me different. I know, I have to understand. I also know that, I have to accept it. I know that people never fail to make mistake. And they'll try to learn from it. I know that nobody is perfect. I know that includes myself. For what I know, I do forgive but to forget, it's hard.
But the whole point is,
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
I hope I am. *sigh*
"i assured you, you are doing the right thing" - as you touched my face. I really hope that you're right.
Ilyvm, seba.
(do treasure me, and cherish me and love me for who i am. cos i feel the same way to you..)
This coming weekend, off to JB with the family for a very random, short holiday! Kinda look forward to it, cos tell you i seriously need a break. BUT then seriously, it shouldn't be this weekend. There're so many things that I'm gonna miss! Especially on the 18th! Me and SEBA had planned to watch the Impak Maksima the musical, but due to this random holiday, we've got to cancel it. =( I was hoping that it was a just day thingee at JB, but they've decided to overnight at the uncle's new house. PFFFFFTTTT!!!
Back to Dikir recently. Gosh, God (and SEBA) knows how much I miss it. Not only that, I miss dancing too! Easy said, I miss performing. Or better still, I miss my life. My school life. But too bad, now working so has to just face it. -___-
Anyho, life has been so far so good. (: it's just that I miss hanging out with the closed ones, but still we didn't fail to keep in touch everyday! I feel like going KARAOKE lately, and SEBA promised to bring me. Other than that, I'm enjoying myself at home, playing Sepet's guitar hero! Gerek ahhhh! And tell you, I'm quite good okay! And also, I ROCK! \m/ And that also explains why SEBA love to call me minah rockers! HAHAHA! XD
Talking about that, yesterday was the 13th! So it's our 9th mthsary. Alhamdullilah, we last this long and I really hope that we last till eternity. Oh, I've got the new Sophie Kinsella book (Twenties Girl) from him for this mthsary. Thank you, sayang.. (:
And SEBA, I cintakan you.. *giving that cute smile*
That's all for now. Will update soon! Take care earthlings. Peace be upon you. :)
